The one that you get ten minutes after letting the dog out, when you realize that you didn’t close the gate behind you?
Yeah, I had that feeling today. Just now, as a matter of fact, which is why I am writing this when I should be sleeping.
Less than a half an hour ago, and just after returning from darling boyfriend’s house, I got myself ready for bed, in great anticipation of doing my first spit splice to join on a new ball of KnitPicks Palette to continue my Clapochet, which has been soothing me through midterm stress. The bed is turned down, the face is washed, I’m all ready to sit down and do this…
and here comes the feeling. That feeling that you get when you’re standing in the grocery store checkout line, and you can’t remember if you turned the stove off or not. And then, I was certain.
I left my project bag at Ben’s.
Now, as any avid knitter or crocheter surely knows, it is downright uncomfortable to not have your wip with you. But, the worst part is, I won’t be able to get it until 5PM tomorrow. Yes, that means that I have to deal with an entire day of school, stress-inducing, piano-exam-filled classes and the 90-minute round trip, all without my project bag.
In truth, I know that I would not be able to work a single stitch tomorrow all the time that I was at school. The point is, I won’t have it with me. Having my crochet with me gives me the same feeling that some might get from carrying a large firearm through a serial-killer infested neighborhood. The situation may be very bad, but I have something with me that makes me feel just a tad-bit safer. Whether or not I get to work on it, my therapy is right there in my bag.
Tomorrow, that will not be so. I will be walking through the serial-killer infested neighborhood wielding a spork.
I feel a bit lost, and it’s sad. Which brings me to the (sort of) point of this post. I’ve decided to keep a running list of things that reveal just how attached to crocheting I really am. (Of course, all fellow needleworkers will understand.) So, we’ll start with tonight.
Clue #1 that you may have an irrational relationship with your needlework:
-Realizing that you’ve left it behind is on equal caliber with leaving the house without turning the stove off, locking your keys in your car, or accidentally putting your elbow down on the ‘nuke all’ button.
I’ll be keeping a running list from now on, so this should get good.
Anyway, I should go before the battery dies on the computer, and while I can still get some sleep. Keep it together, people. More soon.
Shannon
P.S. I actually just sat down and blogged about my life. Holy crap.